Here it goes

Last post before I face my past.

I think I might pee my self when I get to the bridge.

"hey guys! wow I really had to go. um will someone get me a mop.......and possible a new pair of pants? oh and lets leave this part out of Cody's intro to the new awesome me! K!?"

I'm that nervous! I should be ok....I mean even if things don't turn out to be as empowering as I planned.....I bought enough red lipstick, nail polish, and accessories, to at least make it look like someone has been seriously hurt! :) Other than me.

I also have a big enough suitcase that if things start to get a little out of hand, I can hide in it.

I have thought ahead.

ok here I go.......................................